SNUFF

I just wanted to share with anyone willing to listen how amazing this song is...

Bury all your secrets in my skin

Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins

The air around me still feels like a cage

And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go

And run away before I know

My heart is just too dark to care

I can?t destroy what isn?t there

Deliver me into my fate

If I?m alone I cannot hate

I don?t deserve to have you

Ooh, my smile was taken long ago

If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips

And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss

I couldn?t face a life without your lights

But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not care

I think I made it very clear

You couldn?t hate enough to love

Is that supposed to be enough?

I only wish you weren?t my friend

Then I could hurt you in the end

I never claimed to be a saint

Ooh, my own was banished long ago

It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones

And spit your pity in my soul

You never needed any help

You sold me out to save yourself

And I won?t listen to your shame

You ran away, you?re all the same

Angels lie to keep control

Ooh, my love was punished long ago

If you still care don?t ever let me know

If you still care don?t ever let me know

(In case you didn't know this song is Snuff by Slipknot)
This is for everyone that says Rock is just a bunch of sreaming... Put this in your pipe and SMOKE IT!!!!!

Ode to a rainy day

My Version of a piece of the poem Raining in Time Square by Brett Axel

The Rain reminds me:

A stark illusionist

Of Concrete and steel

how much I have yet to conquer:

How much I can't control-

An umbrella would only serve

to shelter me from the little reality

that fights to find a way

to be felt, seen and heard
 
(by the way i do really love rainy days)

MONKEY SEE MONKEY DO, You blog, I CAN BLOG TOO =)

I realize my blog would never gain the popularity of most because I do not write what's hip, but (in Cartmans voice)  "Whatever whatever I DO WHAT I WANT!!" ya'll can continue to write about Hip hop, Fashion, and celebs, and I'll continue to write about the real world and ALL I face on a daily basis. I don't think life is all about who is wearing what, who is dating who, cause eventually you'll get slapped in the face with life's reality, but i guess then you'll know that you are living in a dream world which sooner or later your going to have to wake up from.

In case you are a little confused about what type of bloggers I am talking about:

FOR THE WANNABE CELEB GOSSIP BLOGS, KNOCK OFF FASHION BLOGS, and newest TUMBLR DOUCHEBAGS (kinda glad i stopped posting on there and switched here=)

First off, what is with the need for all voyeurism, does it really make you feel better as a person to sit and talk trash about people doing better then you. If you've got an issue grab a tissue (LOL goldmember reference) but stop trying to take your resentment of your lack of self accomplishment out on celebrities, La-Who-ZER!!! U guys should have some of this>>>>

Blogging about your personal life, likes, dislikes and experiences is one thing, but blogging off of a real celebrity trending journalists is not only self loathing but it is in fact kinda pathetic... Real journalist work hard give interviews and researching their subject to write about them, half of these Slime bucket bloggers get there information from their articles. #HOWRUDE don't steal their hard work, pass it off as your own to try and make your self seem "Cool and in the know". Don't you get it, the information your getting is someone's opinion (columnist's) of a particular account. Do you really think people wanna read someone's opinion of someone's opinion. There could only before so many Perez Hilton in the world so PLEASE for your own sake STOP IT cause i am pretty sure you are NOT fooling ANYONE!!!

But Onward march to some the blogs i follow on here, u bloggers are seriously are some of the most amusing creative creatures on the planet, i only wish there were more of you <3 

EVERYONE ELSE i hope your computers IMPLODE as a sign from god so u can then know that you are one of the people i was just talking about... #kthanks :-D

psssst.....i think your obnoxiously gorgeous..

OMG! this is has to be the BEST/COOLEST compliment in the universe. (wish i knew who u are)

Ask me anything your little hearts DESIRE

Overcompensation in 140 characters or less...

Twitter is Huge right now. Before you start jumping to conclusion that this will be an anti Twitter post its DEFINITELY NOT. ::Cough (Follow me on twitter @CaimeAhOlic) Cough:: lol

In a world so disconnected Social networks are suppose to make us feel more connected. Out of all the social networks that are out there Twitter is one of my favorites. It let's a person speak their minds in 140 characters or less.


SOoOo What's the problem with twitter? Nothing, the problem is the selected few that take twitter WAY TOO seriously... I know there is always people who think they are a HOT commodity, but what gets me is when they think that because they have a lot of followers (THE TWITTER-CELEBS) and I don't mean Celebrities on twitter. I've gone to a party recently were people were refering to people by their twitter names (QUA???) People were grabbing people and saying OMG Ur @DoucheFace1, I am @SlutsAnOnymOus (LMAO.) (Seriously you people u are a hoot! :-D) these same people only gain their "status" and followers by writing in outlandish things or for girls (constantly posting up pics of themselves nearly naked.) Here is were the term Over compensation comes in.
 Definition: (For the Rr-tards) It is when someone tries to assert power (or in this case Popularity) over another person to mask there own feelings of worthlessness. (its all quite sad...)

Now I am not here to pick on these people or give them anymore attention that they DEFINITELY DO NOT DESERVE. So I am not going to compile a list of these Social Turds but I will state just a couple of indirect, direct statements to them, (deep down I am sure they know who they are)
 
This Post is for:
1. The LAMES that only follow people only in hope that they will follow back...
2. The Wanna be whores that post sooo much pictures of themselves that they can't possibly have time to actually have intercourse. LMAO
3.  The Posers that complain ALL day long about social network sites, YET are signed on to ALL or them and CONSTANTLY check it.
4. I can't think of anything else... but there are more... (too be continued...) (Not really) but
 
This is my reactions when i see you on.....
 

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Proper gym etiquette from a girl meat head

I may be girlie girl but when it comes to the gym I am a straight up meat head (I am talking anything you can do, I can do better) so when I go and I find way too many things wrong with some of the people that go and the things they do it BOILS MY BLOOD Here is me VENTING...

#FYI Staring at person thru the mirror doesn't mean that they won't notice you staring at them (it throws off a person's workout) There has been too many times where I've been in awkward situations at the gym and had crazy stalker like people stare at me like I'm a slice of pizza, do me a favor and OFF Your self you are messing up my precious gym time.

Girls girls girls PLEASE stop putting on COats of makeup to the gym!!!! or NOT because it does CRACKS me up when I see you girls leave the gym looking like this...

 

WHY SO SERIOUS???? lol

Guys, Don't automatically assume because I am a girl that I have NO idea what I am doing as far as working out goes. (Unless you are a personal trainer DO NOT try and give me stupid pointers.) Especially if you are one of those Rrr-tards that curl a 50 pound dumbbell once then move on to another body part. 

#GYMDOUCHEBAGSALERT!!!!

To the girl that wears the shorts that when she bends down I can see her entire VAG!  GO THE FUCK HOME u WHORE!!!  You are the reason guys don't take girls seriously at the gym.

SEEE you can't stop STARING!!!!!

***LADIES just because it is spandex DOES NOT mean its is proper GYM attire.***

                                                   

Acknowledge the fact that if a person has headphones on that they are probably not listening to ur stupid small talk about how long you've been going to the gym and what you are trying to accomplish, Cause I surely could not care LESS.

I AM NOT LISTENING!!!!!!

Girls if ur going to gym, walking around and bullshitting on machines just to check out guys, Move THE F**K over when someone who is actually working out needs the machine.

***Hygiene!!!!*** Deodorant BEFORE going to the gym. I understand gym makes you sweat and you are not going to smell your freshest but its like some people bath in ONIONS & ASS before going to gym. DISGUSTING!!!

P.S Please wipe the sweat and butt juice off of the machines after you get off, I'll be sure to do the same Thank you :-)