VANDALIRIUM

SOooooo my art show is coming up soon... June 10th to be exact! I will be sure to put the flyer and press release up as soon as i finish them which should be by this week... In the mean time here are some pics of what is to be expected... (Artists: Zero, Ozbe, Mrs...)

Little Girl lost...

Every smile is just a tear held back that is masked with humor

empty laughs sounding like desperate cries that only hurt souls could recognize

I would beg only I have too much pride, and all I can do is lie and tell u I'll be fine

You've taken my heart, paint the walls with my blood

You've drained me, and at the same time saved me

Your not one special person but an endless count of hounds 

who chewed me up and spit me out round after round

But never worry

have no fear

I'll just fill my head with flowers and fairytales of love

till it happens or at least till my spirit flies up above...

(For more amazing art work go to http://www.CucaRefugia.com)

FUCK!!!

I know its Christmas and everyone is suppose to be happy and joyful, but I just want to vent. Here is my list EFF U's, kinda like the twelve days of Christmas... In no particular order.

FUCK:

1. My family who can't put bullshit aside for one day and just be happy...

2. My dad who purposely comes home late christmas eve angry and picking a fight so he has an excuse for not getting anyone presents...

3. My ex who is only happy knowing I'm single and lonely, because otherwise he is jealous meanwhile he is happily in a relationship with the person he left me for.

4. Those people that have no pride for themselves, and get there parents to try to hold together their relationship.

5. The old "SO CALLED" friends who have no problem dropping me like a bad habit whenever its convenient for them.

6. All the fake merry christmas wishes via Bbm broadcasts, Tweets, or Facebook statuses...

7. Family member that think a merry christmas wish via facebook makes u close even though I DONT KNOW U and don't even care to... Last names don't mean SHIT!

8. The LOSERS that try to use merry Xmas wish to help them in their efforts to advance into ur pants! FUCK OFF!

9. The people u try so hard to prove that u care about them more then anything, and just end up feeling like a crazy retard for even trying...

10. The people u think ur close to, but turns out ur not even a chapter in their book, just a passing amusing line...

11. The people that just don't know how to let go, when they and everyone else knows they should. Including myself...

12. The 12th day of Christmas, and U if u didn't like this list or thought u were included, CAUSE U PROBABLY WERE!

MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS!

My first Video project

Directed and Edited by URS truly =)

Intimate Manipulation...

Sexual frustration

 plus pornography on your favorite station

equals me in pure desperation

 masturbation is the first lesson for this situation

 at first there is some hesitation

 but then you just sprinkle some imagination

 & it becomes such a sensation

 now do see where I'm going with this conversation

 don't just stand there like decoration

 I need your full cooperation

I'll even throw in a free demonstration ;-)

IT

Ok I was patiently sitting waiting for the A train at Broadway Junction. After a couple minutes of waiting someone sits next to me, now I am not sure if this was a female or male, because it had components of both sex...(For the sake of the story we shall call it "IT") "It" was severally overweight, and couldn't fit on the chair without lean over to one side, and of course choice my side, I being the phone junky was too into my phone to care when suddenly it leaned in close to me then back away, (whether it was to smell me or let out a fart is unknown none the less it freaked me OUT) so I turned to look at it and it didn't even glance back at me, thinking it was a one time thing I continued on my phone then suddenly it slide it's cane from on top of the mountain of which it calls it's leg onto mine, and evilly looks at me... (I know by this time any normal person would of gotten up or spazzed) but due to a mixture of my extreme patients with awkward situations, pure laziness, and my incredible urge to pee I stayed) now instead of paying attention to my phone I just stared at the screen waiting for something else to happen. LO AND BEHOLD it leans in again and immediately after slides the cane onto my leg again, this time stares at me interested in seeing my reaction... (At this point I'm not mad, just terrified cause this thing looks like it can either eat me or severely crush me) AHHHHHHHH!!!

(Well thank god the train came saved my life) I'm lucky to have survived this ordeal... :) #life&timesofaNYERS #TRUESTORY

Avatar The Last Air Bender RANT

First off let me just say EVERY movie should NOT be made into 3-D, yes the concept does call for some cool effects but due to the fact that the movie wasnt orginally made for 3-D it shouldn't of been half ass turned in to it.

As much as i appreciate M. Night Shyamalan, his directing style might of been a little to dramatic for this particular kind of movie, I think he should of left in the comedic elements of the show it would aided the movie especially the characters development.The graphics and actions scenes was good, along with the calculated shots of every scene. What i did think he did a great job at was getting out little important details out quick in the beginning for example how Zuko got his scar.

Appearance wise they couldn't of picked a better cast Aang (Noah Ringer), Sokka (Jackson Rathbone), and Katara (Nicola Peltz) although their acting wasn't up to par. The best casted was (Seychelle Gabriel) Yue princess of the northern water tribe down to her voice, even though she has a relatively minor role, then following Zuko the tormented fire prince played by (Dev Patel from Slumdog Millionaire)

Like most adaptations they changed some things, one of things in which i didnt agree with is that instead of Katara teaching him water bending they were both taught by the northern water bending teacher which isn't entirely true, make you wonder if they are planning to ever tie in how powerful Katara water bending is because in the show she learns how to bend "people". Another thing is that they all seem to have very little knowledge of everything when that most definitely wasn't the case in the show. Katara's character was wise beyond her years and in the movie wasn't portrayed as such.They also left out some important details with the spirits especially the faceless spirit that reveals a lot about the other characters that are important, and more in dept stories of the past avatars fortunately they still the sequel to add it in.

With all this being said I still have hope for Book 2 if they'll take notes of their mistakes and rectify them.